Crossing Over: Grief to Lucidity

I process painful grief from a recent loss. I wake up screaming twice in one week. I use the process of grieving and nightmares to successfully trigger a lucid dream that brings me a unexpected sense of peace.

“…I am sitting on the floor in the bedroom with my hands under some bed covers. The spirit’s hands come through the covers and grab onto my hands. Its nails sink deep into my knuckles, easily slicing through my skin. I can literally feel this in my dream, and it hurts.
In a super low, super creepy voice, I wake myself up clearly screaming, ‘Take them out!’
I check my phone, and it’s exactly 4:01 a.m. My hands hurt so badly that I can barely move them…”

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Hush, Hush

Shadow work is imminent as the veil is thinning and the moon grows full. More poetry from my shadow…
*Trigger warning*

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Retrograde Reruns

Retrograding motion in the cosmos brings me a nightmare, and I wake up screaming. I process the trauma of losing my loved ones, the great protectors. I commit to holding space for my pain and grief.

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New Developments!

I begin to move objects in waking life, acting out my dreams. This comes from another recurring dream–still in the little house but with a different plot. The Moon is in Sagittarius and my Third House this night.

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Hide-and-Seek

I wake up screaming as a result of a recurring dream about my shadow in the little house. These dreams occur when the moon is cycling through Gemini.

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